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=.= I'm not very good at updating my journal. As you can see, its been some odd numbered of weeks since the last time I have updated. Nobody probably reads this journal anyway, but I'm keeping it as a sake of having a livejournal. It makes me feel all cool. Haha jk. But seriously, though, I don't know why I keep this around.

School is frighteningly closing in. Fast. And I'm a bit scared I guess. Due to the fact I have to live up to my parents expectations as well as my own and for college apps. I don't like the feeling of being stressed out. I feel all gross and icky and makes me want to crawl under my covers and disappear. However, even if I'm not looking forward for the homework that awaits me, I'm also excited. New year. New friends. New teachers. New notebooks. Possible new drama as well. But I'm good at avoiding that.

As for some graphic making news, I come to realize that I absolutely SUCK at blends and such. I just SUCK. So I tried some new stuff and here is what I got:

(click me! I suck!).

I'm still tweaking and I'm possibly coming out with version 2.

Furthermore, my mood is frustrated cuz I tried to upload some yummy Robert Pattinson mood theme and I have to copy and paste a bunch of links to the codes ONCE AGAIN. Shit I'm effing frustrated.





























woah. that was the longest post i've done. i think.

i mean, i try not to let my friend choose which school she wants to go to next year, but I can't help but nudge her to pick my schoo. you see, my best friend transfered schools in the beginning of this school year and shes been moving a lot so shes frustrated. But I really miss her and its only human for me to nudge her right? ...? but whatever school she chooses, its fine by me.


:)

bye dearies.

Even though the news that the Twilight Series would become a Film was sent out a looooong time ago, I'm very excited to know it is happenning. I got hooked on the series after reading that Robert Pattinson would portraying as a vampire. (robertpattinson.org)

Anyways, I'm even more thrilled to hear that the shooting for Twilight is around my area (Washington Looove Baby!). Nothing ever happens in Washington, so it was cool to know that they are filming here. However...no sighting of sexy Rob Pattinson. TT_TT


Anyways, I hope they stick to the book. There are plenty of movies out there that were from books and the movie did not follow the book at all. I would be very dissapointed if they did not follow it.

can't wait for Twilight.

bye dearies.

i find comfort in rasberry hot chocolate. :]

bye loves.

i'm having a thought. hmm. at church, the priest said that there is a guardian angel always with you and they love getting asked for helped. at first, i was a bit hesistant about it. then, i just tried it out. and you know what happens? (and no i didn't win the lottery) i had one of thee best school days ever!
i have the cravings for salad right now. yummy. ceasar salad. yum, yum. i love croutons. mmhmmm.
hm, i'm multitasking right now. yay me! doing my homework and writing an entry! mmhmm. so i had a dream today about being chased by a dinosaur. strange, aye?

Oh my fxcking gahh! I lost one folder containing at least over 50 signatures and banners! Its missing! I swear, I almost cried. Yes, I am that attached to those files. Come on! I lost a chunck of my work! Jeez.

when we walk through a street filled with people, what do we see when glance at one being to another? a woman with a cell phone in one hand and a caffe latte in the other? a man, begging for money, with grey hat and worn coat? a business man in a grey suit with a suitcase?

as we glance, do we immediately judge them? the woman with caffe latte and cell phone, do we judge her as a high pitched annoying person? or do we just ignore and continue to walk through our daily lives?

what do people see when they look upon your face? do they see what you want them to see or someone else?

we ask these questions daily, and for me, i do. do people see a simple face with a smiling mouth? or a broken down, torn heart, with a dreamer's mind? we sometimes all put on a fake mask to hide ourselves from the world. to escape real judgement and to run away from reality. we tend to judge and try to cover; but in our world today, we are sometimes being condescended for what we look like, what we wear.

we all hope for the best and enjoy life. and to look for love.

we enter the world filled with love, now when we live and die, we must give our love back to the world. we must cherish life and then perish from it.

School has been a pain in the behind. Its hard right now even if its been only 6 weeks. How horrible!!!


I need help!!

Alrighty, I'm giving some graphics to you people. I hope you like 'em. If you want to use, please credit and host it yourself. I will have bandwith problems.

What is in here:

Avatars (Mostly Harry Potter)
And some resource



Preview:



( Tell me that you're alright, then everything is alright. )

School is killing me. Literally. Actually, not literally. But its making me stressed. Last week, I've had test or quiz every SINGLE day. Ouch. During P.E., our class was doing a class fitness competition. I was in a group of three with my friends and I, unfortunately, was number 1. Number 1's in each group MUST finish 75 curl ups as fast at you can. If you're the first one done, you get 100 points for your group. Now my abs hurt. >.<


Stupid P.E. 0__0

Its been looong since I last updated. Well, to make up for that, here are some HP avatars.

Preview:




( But I got this far, didn't I? )


If you want to use any, please credit and you might want to save into your own photobucket? Bandwidth could be a problem.

free siggy:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v247/xMoonlightSonatax/some/GoF-signature13.gif

cannot be edited...

well...i'm doing better at school. but my computer is....it needs help. seriously. i'm running out of space. and seriously i moved photoshop in a USB port but my computer is so sensitive. grr.

school is just...I HATE SCHOOL!! grrr. i have 2 tests tomorrow. geography and algrebra. and you know what?? i would seriously want to go at my pre-ap teachers to their face and shout that we've had "AME" also known as tests every week!! wouldn't you get mad? well i am. and tests are so hard. grrrr.

i need a time off from school. seriously.

i.hate.my.life